10.1.07

i got a burn on my hand.
the skin didn't hurt that badly when it was burnt. i just get constantly reminded of it everytime i put my hand into the oven. feel the heat.
it reminds me of jealousy. i have no control over it, it annoys me. cause... you can be on par with someone or even better. but jealousy makes you see that that someone is much more superior. in a weird way. you forget to think of your own traits (positive ones). it annoys me alot cause i feel it too, i understand the reasons and the effect but i can't stop it.
like the burn its not really jealousy that annoys. its the times im reminded of jealousy and that i am jealous when i'm given the chance to be jealous.
i placed a plaster over the burn. gonna assume it heals instantly.

21:52

me

serf
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"Happiness is enjoying, not owning" (Joanna, 2007)
"Happiness is a journey, not a destination" (Henry 2007)
"Gravity is the only constant"
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i'm living everyday like my last. i don't have much time left, so allow me to be emotional, to treasure life, to think simple.

list of death-occurring work

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wishlist/wish-to-dos

new back-to-school bag
get a haircut
clean room
hang up puzzle
clothes!
completing the modules quite well
find a dance partner/ new cca
practise on the piano
lose weight
find an interest in music or dance